existence...

many a times i think about my existence...
but,only one answer comes to my mind.
i'm just a dot on this earth
and the earth...is just another dot in this universe
and so...
i stop thinkin about my existence
and
when u stop thinkin about urself
u r free
free as a bird that flies high up in the sky
tries to break the limits
but something pulls it ...
back in this hole
n out of despair
i again...start thinking about my existence

who am i?who are we???who are they???
where did we come from how it all started???
what made the air?what made the fire??what made the earth and the water???
are we alone?why do we think?is there something else like us?do they think?
how can u look into a person's eyes without him seeing you???will he always have to be blind??why do we listen to music? how does it make us happy n why??does god exist??does he know that we exist? are we his creations?what is this universe? why there is a constant urge for survival...when every body knows for sure that we will have to die in the end??do we really die??is there life after death??what are spirits??where do they live...in another dimension??what is dimension??someone told my friend to think of more than 3 dimensions...one can be time...but then time cannot be travelled back...if we can move faster than light can we travel time...lets say i can travel faster then light...then i can definitely go to almost any place at any instant..i can see what is happening and then come back to my source place....but then how can i say i have travelled time...what if someone can travel time...can god travel time???why do we dream?are dreams for real?what is love?what is hate?why do we have emotions?do snakes have emotions?why do we kill people?why do we kill animals?why do we pretend to feed them?why do we pretend? what is pretention?what am i writing?what are u reading?why am i writing?why am i listening to radiohead?why do people dope? why do i dope?what is meant by psychedelic trips? am i having one? but i'm not doped...nor poisoned..why do people commit suicide...???
why do they have fears?why did i stop???

on horses

GRAZING HORSES...........
now where shall i start from???
The Phantom....his horse Hero...started my fasination for horses n drawing them...then its was going to my grandpa's home...we had to travel by the Red Road...past maidan...the grazin horses there...then there was Kashmir..paradise on earth..my first real-life encounter with a horse...n riding it....before that it was all books..n distant looks...
loved them in all colours...be it white or black...loved them wild...not the well-dressed n crew-cut army horses...loved alexander...loved tipu...loved shivaji...for their love for horses...
even loved the sleepy hollow for that headless horseman...
love metallica's 'four horsemen'...
never thought why they would have to show the deaths of the horses in 'the ring'....

THE PHANTOM...the ghost who walks...the undead...

the original work....the dead...n...the undead

the phantom has long been my favorite....my association with him started a long time back...and its been after all these 20 years i have realised his influence on me....

it started with horses...my love for them....drawing them...sketching them...then africa...the pygmies...the pirates...then all sorts of wierd things...the skull..the wizardry..the spirits...and how the legacy still lives on...there is a normal man...and then there is The Phantom.......then there are the good n the bad...n everyone knows that secrects are meant to be kept secrets...and behind the skull cave...the waterfall...there lies everything...so u must know that behind every veil hides a face...that may be good or that may be evil...but the good must fight the evil....n so he moves like a spirit ...with the wind he comes n with the wind he goes...you will not have the a clue...maybe you will never know..but justice has arrived....

the ghost who walks

the ghost who walks... better known as 'the phantom'...considered by me as one of the most intriguing comic characters ever created....this one is also a piece of the original...with some technological wizardry...

the ghost who walks...
as the legend goes...the phantom never dies...it is nothing but a spirit...it has lived on for more than 400 hundred years....many tried to kill it but it never was to be...cause from the ashes it will rise n bring death to the unholy for all the sins they have committed...and take their spirits and make them free....cause one cannot live with guilt...and so as the legend goes if there has to be any end of all this evil doings...it has to be through the hands of THE PHANTOM...cause,
he is the undead...the ghost who walks...

Death to the dead

the skull..............cut from the original phantom-skull and the a bit of this technological trickery....

the skull...one of the significant symbols in our life...

it is but known to everyone...
that u can run...n...u can hide...but u can never...
ever...escape from DEATH...
that what is inevitable will happen...the skull...
a symbol of evil...so whoever has it, u better beware...cause,
it is but known to everyone...
that u can run...n...u can hide...but u can never...
ever... escape from THE UNDEAD