Destiny

why should i thank god
if i win as i might?
why should i curse him
if i lose the fight?
cause i'm a man
and i choose my own destination.
i won't blame another
even if i face my own damnation.

any color you may follow...all may come just as hollow...

red, green, blue, yellow,
any color u may follow.
leading to the small door
through which alice went before.
and shows you around the kingdom of your mind
where all the people are peaceful and kind.
but when u retrace your steps back one at a time,
the door once open is locked from behind.
and so you cry, and you cry out loud
cause light is so vague without the darkness
that is underneath the shroud!

Death of a Butterfly

It was like something she said a long time back.
"Nothing really ever ends. Death is relative. Your soul is freed from your living body and reaches out for unbounded limits, limits that your mind creates. Your horizon is always streched to that limit, mortal limits as you may say. And with the death of your living human form begins a journey in the never-ending universe. But this time the mortal chains that bind the body is there no more."

As I saw the butterfly slowly dying, these thoughts flashed upon my mind.
"With the death of a butterfly,
colours slowly fading by,
With the rain and the sunshine,
the birth of a rainbow in the sky."

Our mind is always so confused, always lost in this deep dark sea of endless thoughts. Life for this mortal living body is so short, physically handicapped and bound by time. With death the sense of time is lost. It cannot play the master of puppets anymore. Time as a whole looses sense and so does our physical shortcomings. We can do what we always desired to do and make the blue sky colourful once again.

Its Gonna Rain Today

Its gonna rain today,
like all your world will end,
like the end of days.

Its gonna rain today,
making your sorrows re-live,
as you leave the day.

Its gonna rain today,
making you feel like in hell
and banging the bell.

And as you leave this world
what will you feel?
Will you remorse and regret?
or dance in the rain?

And as you live this world
what will you feel?
Will you lie, cheat and steal?
or re-live the pain?

So as you leave this world
what will you feel?
Will you be beggin for mercy?
or wanna reign in hell?

Cause you sure know that...
Its gonna rain today,
like all your world will end,
like the end of days.

My Dark Past

Once again its that time of the year,
when I find myself standing nowhere.
If I face the light I can see the future bright and clear,
but in the my own shadow my gloomy past stands o' so near.

What is it that the most I fear?
which brings to my eye a drop of tear.
What will the future behold?
is it destruction just as the sages have told.
Or will it bring a smile to our face?
as the tears will loose their trace.

Once again its that time of the year,
when I find myself standing nowhere.
If I face the light I will burn down to ashes and dust.
But it is my dark past that I do not trust.

Darkness Shines

Child help me to know what I'm doing.
Sometimes life gets so frustrating.
And if I'm blinded by the light,
dont shelter me to hide.
Just let me to place
where the sun don't shine.

Child help me undo my misgivings.
Sometimes the world's full of misbelievings.
And if I'm misguided by my mind,
dont leave me here to die.
Just let me to place
where the darkness shines.

Only the lord knows,
Only the lord knows what's true.
Only the lord knows,
Only the lord knows what's true.

Child help me drown myself in the deepest waters,
where the darkness is forever.
And when a ray comes along
from the big bright red sun,
let me watch it till its darker
and darkness shines...

The "SMART" People

The Whole World Today is full of so many "Smart" People,
a tribute to them from a guy who's "not so Smart".


Smart people, don't fool me
like you fool the poor with a piece of coin.
Smart people, don't slave me
like you slave the dog with a piece of bone.
Smart people, don't judge me
like you judge a toddler trying to walk.
Smart people, don't love me
like you love the TV and the Reality Stars.

i am not your element of hate
Nor i am not your element of faith.
i am not your element of subordinacy
Nor i am your element of heroism.
so just let me be.

Smart people, don't prophesize me
let me follow my own lord.
Smart people, don't control me
let me follow my own heart.
Smart people, don't isolate me
let me find oneness in nature.
Smart people, dont tie me down
let me be free.

i am not the seed you sow
Nor i am not the kind you follow.
i am not the pill you take
Nor i am the smile you fake.
so just let me be.

Smart people, follow your own smart way
i am not the cup in your tray.
Smart people, you might be the king of the town
but i am not the one you own.

Smart people, look in the mirror in front of you.
your sons and daughters might not be as smart as you!!!