the boy...emotions deep within

the boy is staring at me....uhhh no!!! its you, at whom its starting at..it... its a boy not any non-living piece of shit!!! so u should say hes's a boy...by the way that do you mean by non-living...its your job to make the non-living things alive...so in the first place if there was no non-living thing in this world then who fuck whould be living any anyway!!! and what exactly do you mean by non-living thing even this fukin computer has given a life-time...that is warranty period i pressume...but it lives more than that...well in most of the cases...in the ABC software industry where i work the computers havn't slept for years now and they are still up and alive....well...lets not get into that again....with my sore lips i cannot tell you much of the IT industry, where i'm a little baby now...spoon-fed everyday......anyways coming back to the point...ha the boy...leaving alone the living and non-living stuff...by the ways we kill the living things just to make us a bit more alive and up high in the sky...wat were u thinkin about ...i was talkin of grass..ok ok...lets come back to the point.. whom the boy is lookin at???..i should not use the word staring in this context....well i guess he's trying to explore his mind....now why would a boy want to explore his mind...we so called grown-ups do it...a child does not need to "explore his mind" ...his mind itself is a sea of thoughts ..imagination...strange perceptions...unlikely visualisations...contemplations....he is still innocent...with no cruel thoughts in his mind like what you and i have....readin this piece of shit...n me writin this piece of shit...you can see the world in his eyes...when i was a child i loved the book robinson crusoe...n i always wondered why does he have to go back ....or u may say come back to this ugly cruel world...the child's mind is pure...he thinks of new things to come...the blue sea....the marooned island where he can live his own life...away from all these mortal interferences...his eyes are full of emotions so true...but in the end the bitter fact of life as in "Lord of the Flies"... in the fight for survival, man brings out the beast in him...and so with time one thing is but for sure... as the grows ..old age and treachery will overcome youth and skill!!!